Stress Free!

Today marks the first day of my stressfreefromassignments independence day.

Goodbye to books and class schedules.
Hello to holiday baybeh!

I'm actually excited bout' what the holiday gonna be.

First, most definitely the long hours that I get to sleep in the morning! (Aww.. don't be jealous baby!).

Second, the shopping therapy that I've not done in a longest time! Get all excited! When was the last time I actually bought something for myself? It's time to make it up to myself girl! ..to the most satisfying level, starting tomorrow.

Next, girly girlfriends return from everywhere across the globe! The smell of partying is near! Get even more excited!

Oh boy, December's gonna be blast!

On the downside,
screw up the final exam that only have one subject. Will have my book with me when the day before. =)

Balloon twisting!

I will be so dead on tmr demo speech.
I beg of mercy Mum!
I can't handle pressure!

AND ALL BECAUSE

I've been lazy.
Extremely lazy!

NEVER DO LAST MINUTE WORK, AGAIN!
*slaps face*

Why?

When clothes fade it is because they get old, they were worn too much, bleached too much. Is that how it is with love, too? It gets old, used too much, and thus fade? Or simply because it was only an infatuation to begin with? But lasted for years or so, could this be possible?

There was a time your heart raced, at just a touch, a thought, a kiss. And now, you ask yourselves how and why? Where these good feelings had gone to?

Should there be a reason to love someone or love is love; there's no need of reasons why did you love him/her?

As I get older, I'm confused.
You tell me.

Say you love because of his/her personality? The oh-so-unforgettable sweet ways you've been treated. What if all that changes in the years to come? His temper and dark side started to show, he doesn't sweet talk anymore because he finds it rather unnecessary to do so, since you know how much he loves you, he neglected you. Will you still love as who they are?

So many times in life that we've been told..love doesn't fade, it only changes. People changed, people evolved - and so does love, it changes together, that why it is.. different.

How true?

Looking Back

One mistake is all it takes.

Why is it the path to hate, to division and judgment is so much easier than the path to camaraderie, friendship, happiness? One doesn't grow together, will certainly grow apart. Some people change. But others hang on.

..but eventually the pain would subside, if we learn to walk away when they have walk out of you. Part of me wishes I could be just a 'smile'.

What's left?

Only once upon a time.

Reminiscing

The miracle of friendship speaks from one heart to another, listen for unspoken needs, recognizes
sweet dreams and understands unspoken things.

First

..and hopefully not my last? :)
Wish me luck!